Post by Remy "Thirteen" Hadley on Dec 3, 2009 18:59:45 GMT -5
Remy Michelle Hadley
Thirteen, twenty nine, Doctor, bisexual, taken by Foreman, mysterious, stubborn, quiet
Thirteen, twenty nine, Doctor, bisexual, taken by Foreman, mysterious, stubborn, quiet
BURN IT DOWN TILL THE EMBERS SMOKE ON THE GROUND
gotohell ~ OF DYING ALONE
ihopeyouchokeanddie ~ I’VE BEEN SLIPPING THROUGH THE YEARS
hardcorehatred ~ MY OLD CLOTHES DON’T FIT LIKE THEY ONCE DID
enemiesbasedonvalues ~ OF THEY HANG LIKE GHOSTS
enemiesbasedonalliance ~ OF THE PEOPLE I’VE BEEN
irrationalhate ~ I FEEL LIKE A FOOL
idislikeyou ~ BUT I CAN’T DO BETTER THAN YOU
youdislikeme ~ WE STAYED TOGETHER OUT OF FEAR
mutualdislike ~ AND DROVE TO A CEMETERY ON A HILL
plainoutloathing ~ AND THE NEWS REPORTS ON THE RADIO
jealousy ~ I’VE GOT THIS HABIT I ABHOR
cheatedon ~ IT STUNG LIKE A VIOLENT WIND THAT OUR MEMORIES
backstabber ~ THAT I CAN NOT LEARN
apathy ~ YOU’VE HAD ENOUGH
friendturnedenemies ~ WHEN WE GO OUT I’M ALWAYS WATCHING THE DOOR
familyturnedenemies ~ OF ALL THESE EMPTY PROMISES AND COUNTLESS BLUFFS
opposingteam/side ~ WITH PRAYERS FOR RAIN ON THEIR LIPS
miscommunication ~ AND I DON’T BLAME YOU
yougossipaboutme ~ AND THEN MY MIRROR SPEAKS WITH IRREVERENCE
igossipaboutyou ~ NOTHING CHANGES BUT THE SLIGHTEST HUES
mutualgossiping ~ AND I AM STANDING FACE TO FACE
youreajerk ~ THE FIREMEN WORKED IN DOUBLE SHIFTS
imajerk ~ TO WATCH IT ALL BURN AWAY
friendofanenemy ~ SAID IT WAS GETTING WORSE
competitor ~ AND DROVE TO A CEMETERY ON A HILL
unfriendlyrivalry ~ TO WARN US ITS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME
friendlyrivalry ~ OTHER THAN A SICK DESIRE FOR SELF ABUSE
physicalconfrontations ~ I TRY NOT TO WORRY BUT YOU HAVE ME TERRIFIED
verbalconfrontations ~ WHATS THE POINT OF HOLDING ONTO WHAT NEVER GETS USED
mindgames ~ AND HE WAITS FOR IT TO DISAPPEAR AGAIN
youannoyme ~ NOW ITS IN AN ALLEY BEHIND YOUR APARTMENT
iannoyyou ~ THAT THEY WERE FURTHER AWAY FROM A SOLUTION WOULD PLAY
mutualannoyance ~ AND IT WAS CLEAR WITH EVERY PAGE
youwontshutup ~ THE TELEVISION WAS SNOWING SOFTLY
bittersweetbutmostlybitter ~ HE JUST STANDS WITH HIS TOES ON THE EDGE
formerenemy ~ OF ALL THESE EMPTY PROMISES AND COUNTLESS BLUFFS
youignoreme ~ OF AND OPEN DOOR
iignoreyou ~ BY THE VERY MENTION
mutualignorance ~AND THE ECHOES THAT REMAINED
relucatantenemies ~ AND THERE ARE NO TEARS
wantsyouinpain ~ SPARE NO TEARS
rivalband/gang/etc ~ JUST FEAR AND PITY
thehydetomyjeckell ~ TOGETHER IN HIS BRAIN
iwannahurtyou ~ SHE SAID SHE NEVER ENVISIONED HIM
youwannahurtme ~ CAUSE HE HAD SWORN NOT TO BE WHAT HE’D BEEN BEFORE
catandmousegames ~ TO BE A REMAIN REMAIN REMAIN REMAINDER
ienjoytauntingyou ~ BY THE VERY MENTION
youenjoytauntingme ~ AND ONCE IT WAS STARTED
torments ~ OF PAPER BUILDINGS
hidesfrom ~FROM THE PEOPLE I SHOULD NOT BE AFRAID OF
liesto ~ THAT I CAN NOT LEARN
lacksrespectfor ~ HIS HEAD WAS A CITY
justdon’tclick ~ ALWAYS TURN TO RUN
NO BLINDING LIGHT OR TUNNELS TO GATES OF WHITE
inseparable ~ I HAVE TO FACE THE TRUTH
otherhalf ~ THAT NO ONE COULD EVER LOOK AT ME LIKE YOU DO
bestfriend ~ LIKE I’M SOMETHING WORTH HOLDING ONTO
likefamily ~ THESE TIMES I THINK OF LEAVING
innercircle ~ BUT I CAN’T DO BETTER THAN YOU
outercircle ~ WE’RE STARTING TO FEEL
flirtyfriend ~ OF THE PEOPLE I’VE BEEN
bitchyfriend ~ SHE STANDS WITH A WELL INTENTIONED MAN
friendofafriend ~ AND SOON EVERYBODY WILL ASK WHAT BECAME OF YOU
familyfriend ~ AND YOU DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
gossipfriend ~ BUT YOU SAID YOUR VOWS AND YOU CLOSED THE DOOR
online/chatfriend ~ WHERE THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN ARE REPRESSED
onmyfriendlist ~ FAST OPEN SKY COULD DO NO HARM
topten ~ I FELT SO SAFE IN A WARMING BATH
partybuddies ~ WITH EVERY YEAR THAT CAME TO PASS
drinkingbuddies ~ MORE CLOUDS APPEAR UNTIL THE SKY WENT BLACK
confidant ~ THE IDEALISTIC THINGS I BELIEVED
secretkeeper ~ ALL MY FRIENDS ARE FORWARD THINKING
onoffagain ~ THE POTENTIAL OF YOU AND ME
childhoodpal ~ WHEN I WAS YOUNG LYING IN THE GRASS
secretfriend ~ YOU DISSAPEARED WITH THE SAME SPEED
forbiddenfriend ~ THE OPTIMIST DIED INSIDE OF ME
sharethesamevalues ~ AND I WANT TO KNOW MY FATE
rockstarfriends ~ ALL THE WAY FROM SAN FRANCISCO
theskankyfriend ~ AND YOU WONDER IF YOU MISSED YOUR DREAM
riotfriend ~ I CURSED MYSELF FOR BEING SURPRISED
partnersincrime ~ AS I CHASED THE END OF YOUR ROAD
galpal ~ WITH WALLS OF THE DEEPEST BLUE
guypal ~ CAUSE YOU KNEW YOU WERE FINALLY FREE
wegetsmashed ~ OUT ON THE STREET ARE SO MANY POSSIBLITIES TO NOT E ALONE
lunchbuddies ~ AND SHE STOPPED RUNNING MONTHS AGO
annoyingfriend ~ AND DISAPPEARED WITH EVERYTHING THAT YOU HELD DEAR
stupidfriend ~ ILLUMINATE THE NOS ON THEIR VACANCY SIGNS
unlikelyfriend ~ BUT I’LL BE CLOSE BEHIND
sameclique ~ IS WHERE ELSE YOU COULD BE
rowdyfriend ~BUT YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
schoolfriend ~ YOU MAY FEEL ALONE WHEN YOU’RE FALLING ASLEEP
penpal ~ CAUSE EACH BROKEN HEART WILL EVENTUALLY MEND
emailpal ~ LEFT A NOTE AND READ IT
snailmailpal ~ LIKE YOU NEVER HAVE KNOWN
shoppingpal ~ THERE WERE CHURCHES, THEME PARKS, AND MALLS
sportspal ~ BUT THEY’RE CLOSING THE BAR
fakefriend ~ AND YOU CAN’T FIND NOTHINGAT ALL
frenemy ~ IF THERE WAS NOTHING THERE ALL ALONG
prankpals ~ AND THEY WANT US TO LEAVE
studybuddy ~ IN THE MOUTH OF A MAN WHO WAS DEVOURING US BOTH
highschoolcrew ~ AND IT’S ALWAYS THIS WAY
collegefriend ~ MY HEAD IS WEAK, MY HEART ALWAYS SPEAKS
teammate ~ I’M A WAR OF HEAD VERSUS HEART
estrangedfriend ~ HE THINKS YOU ARE ABOUT TO SAY GOODBYE
friendw/crush ~ THEY JUST HUNG IN THE AIR
summercamppal ~ IT WAS A HUNDRED DEGREES
thewhoopittomyswayze ~ CAUSE YOU CAN’T FIND NOTHING AT ALL
advicegiver ~ AND I KNEW I’D MADE A HORRIBLE CALL
movienightfriend ~ CAUSE NOW WE SAY GOODNIGHT FROM OUR SEPARATE SIDES
touchyfriend ~ IN THE CITY WHERE WE STILL RESIDE
druggiebuddies ~ AS EACH DESCENDING PEAK ON THE LCD
samemusicfriend ~ WITH YOUR ARMS OUTSTRETCHED TRYING TO TAKE FLIGHT
goodinfluencegal/guy ~ AND WONDER IF YOU MISSED YOUR DREAM
badinfluencegal/guy ~ AS I ASSUME WAS THE CASE WITH YOU
enemyofanenemy ~ NO CLOSER TO ANY KIND OF TRUSTH
conspirators ~ THEY ALL SEEM TO BE ASLEEP
socialdeviants ~ AND WAITED FOR YOU TO SPEAK TO ME
bookclubfriend ~ UNTIL I EVENTUALLY ARRIVED
futurefriends ~ YOU SAID THAT ALL THESE THINGS YOU’VE LEARNED TO IGNORE
formerfriends ~ LIKE A STRANGER ON A FOREIGN SHORE
firstnamebasis ~ I CURSED MYSELF FOR BEING SURPRISED
lastnamebasis ~ I GRABBED SOME STONES FROM UNDERNEATH
nicknamebasis ~ BAREFOOT IN THE SHALLOW CREEK
acquaintances ~ THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT
justmet ~ AN OH SO EMPTY WERE THE FACES OF THE DEALERS
SPRING BLOOMS AND YOU FIND THE LOVE THAT’S TRUE
puppylove ~ YOU SAID THE CITY HAS A BEATING HEART
fleetingglances ~ THAT I HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT BEING ALONE
schoolgirlcrush ~ AND I KNOW YOU CAN’T HOLD OUT FOREVER
ihaveacrushonyou ~ BUT WHO WILL TAKE TO THE SKIES
youhaveacrushonme ~ THAT PUSHES DOWN THE BOULEVARD
mutualcrush ~ AND DARLING YOU SHOULD KNOW
ithinkyourhot ~ I GUESS YOU DECIDED THAT THAT OLD QUEEN
youthinkimhot ~ HOLDS MORE SPACE THAN YOU WOULD NEED
innocentflirting ~ WITH A SINGLE PILLOW UNDERNEATH YOUR SINGLE HEAD
noninnocentflirting ~ ITS LIKE YOUR SOME KIND OF A HURRY TO SAY GOODBYE
chemistry ~ AND I HOPE YOU HAVE MORE LUCK WITH THIS THAN ME
youlustforme ~ YOU USED TO THINK THAT SOMEONE WOULD COME ALONG
ilustforyou ~ BUT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE MATTRESS
mutuallusting ~ BOX SPRINGS STAYED LIKE NEW
itemptyou ~ AND SHE LAUGHED AND DANCED THROUGH THE FIELDS OF GRAVES
youtemptme ~AND WE WATCHED THE PLUMES PAINT THE SKY GRAY
mutualtemptation ~ SOUNDED LIKE AN ALARM OF IMPENDING DOOM
onenightstand ~ HE’S A MAN WHO HIDES FROM ALL THAT BINDS
drunkenflirting ~ WHEN THE WIND PICKED UP THE FIRE SPREAD
friendswithbenefits ~ BECAUSE I’M A MAND WHO HIDES FROM ALL THAT BINDS
enemieswithbenefits ~ LIKE AN ERODING BEACH DISAPPEARING FROM UNDERNEATH
bittersweetbutmostlybitter ~ A BLINDING SPARK THAT BURNS OUT FAST
love/hate ~ THERE’S A TANGLED THREAD INSIDE HIS HEAD
makeoutbuddy ~ AND THEN WE KISSED LIKE LONELY PEOPLE DO
forbiddenattraction ~ YOU CAN’T TELL WHOS WALKING AWAY
obvessiveover ~ AND THE GRAPEVINES SEEMED LEFT FOR DEAD
implayingyou ~ AND THE NORTHERN SKY, LIKE THE END OF DAY
youreplayingme ~ WE’RE NOT THE SAME DEAR
starcrossedlovers ~ ITS ALL HERE FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOU DON’T FLY AWAY
tragicending ~ TILL THE BREATH LEAVES YOUR DELICATE FACE
childhoodlove ~ WE BURY OUR LOVE IN THE WINTERY GRAVE
highschoolsweethearts ~ ITS ALL HERE FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOU CHOOSE TO STAY
pastongoodterms ~ BUT I KNEW THAT YOU WERE A TRUTH I’D RATHER LOSE
pastonbadterms ~ I CAN FEEL THEM PULLING AWAY
iwantyouback ~ THAN TO NEVER LAIN BESIDE AT ALL
youwantmeback ~ FLOES UNDER OUR FEET BLED INTO THE SEA
currentrelationship ~ IT’S LIKE LOVE IS A LESSON
ontherocks ~ WE WERE TAKEN BY SURPRISE WHEN T
totallyatpeace ~ WHO WAKES IN THE NIGHT
future ~ SLIPS OUT INTO THE PRE-DAWN LIGHT
possiblefinal ~ I HAVE SUCH A ENVY FOR THIS STRANGER LYING NEXT TO ME
setinstonefinal ~ WE BOUGHT WINE AND SOME PAPER CUPS
futureex ~ THE WINDOWS WERE OPEN THE WHOLE TIME
developingflirting ~ NO PROMISES NO MESSES MADE
iamlettingyouin ~ I ALWAYS FALL IN LOVE WITH AN OPEN DOOR
yourelettingmein ~ WITH NO WORDS A CLEAN ESCAPE
infatuation ~ AND I SUNK BELOW WHERE I SWORE I WOULD NEVER GO
soulmate ~ AND SPRING ARRIVED
hatetolove[name] ~ LOVE IS WATCHING SOMEONE DIE
kinkyflirt ~ FLOES UNDER OUR FEET BLED INTO THE SEA
bedwarmer ~ UNDER ME AND YOU
deeplyinlove ~ IT CAME TO ME THEN THAT EVERY PLAN
fallinginlove ~ AND I RATIONED MY BREATHS
mainlyphysical ~ BUT NOW LOVES MORE LIKE A MATCH
mainlyemotional ~ YOU CAN’T EVEN BEGIN TO BELIEVE
fallingoutoflove ~ LIKE THERE’S A HINT I AM TRYING TO GIVE YOU
datingforkicks ~ AND YOURE KEPT IN AN OPEN CAGE
casualaffair ~ WHEN YOU LIVE IN A HOUSE IN A HOUSE
theotherman ~ I WAS ONCE A LOYAL LOVER
theotherwoman ~ WHOSE LIPS DID NEVER SEEK ANOTHERS
spouse ~ I’LL LOVE YOU ALL YOUR DAYS
fiancé ~ GETTING HITCHED AND QUITTING DRINKING
baby’sfather ~ JUST CUT THE CORD AND GO
imusingyou ~ A LUMP OSF SNOW WAS ALL THAT REMAINED
youreusingme ~ AND NOTHING WAS LEFT FOR YOU AND ME
awkwardcrush ~ WITH EVERY WORD WE SPOKE
onesidedfeelings ~ THE ICE WAS GETTING THINNER
dysfunctional ~ AND THERE’S A TANGLED THREAD INSIDE MY HEAD
loveatfirstsight ~ WITH A HORIZON ON AN ENDLESS SEA
lustatfirstsight ~ BUT WE BOTH KNOW WELL ITS TRUE
JUST OUR HANDS CLASPED SO TIGHT
yourespectme ~ IF YOU CAN’T STAND IN PLACE
irespectyou ~ WHO STAYS, WHO STAYS, WHO STAYS
youprotectme ~ THE PUSH MORE THAN THE FALL
iprotectyou ~ THEY FEED THEM LITTLE BRIBES AND THEN THEY GO
guardianangel ~ THE PEOPLE STARE INTO THEIR EYES
youremyhero ~ I TAPPED A BOTTLE AGAINST A SAFETY RAIL, KILLING TIME
imyourhero ~ IS A ROBOT AMPUTEE WAVING HELLO
bloodrelative ~ YOU PRETEND EVERY SLOT MACHINE
inlaw ~ IN A BASEMENT WHERE THE SUN HAS NEVER SPILT
father ~ IS A TINY PRAYER TO FATHER TIME
mother ~ WHEN THESE BONES ARE OLD AND BRITTLE
sister ~ HOW MANY TIMES I’VE TOLD MY SELF I TOLD YOU SO
brother ~ THERE’S PLENTY OF HILLS TO CLIMB
cousin ~ IT SEES A CHILD IN THE BODY OF A FULL GROWN MAN
aunt ~ THE EIFFEL TOWER BUILT TO THE SMALLER SCALE
uncle ~ THE NEVER ENDING TWILIGHT
coworker ~ AND THE WAITRESSES AROUND
employer ~ THE HIDDEN CAMERAS ON THE CASINO FLOOR
irankaboveyou ~ AND WHAT GETS PAID BEHIND HOTEL DOORS
yourankaboveme ~LIKE A SOLIDER I CAN’T COMMAND
roommate ~ IN DUMMY GLASSES AND A CARDIGAN
mentor ~ WILL I HAVE LEARNED SO LITTLE
iveheardaboutyou ~ TALL IN STATURE AND EXCEPTIONALLY READ
youveheardaboutme ~ AND YOU WERE A WALKING COMPLIMENT
nevermetbutknowof ~ THOUGH YOU KNOW SO FEW WORDS
istalkyou ~ I MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES AT EACH FAMILIAR TURN
youstalkme ~ WAITING ON A DIAMOND AND A TETHER
ikeepsecretsfromyou ~ THE LESS YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO
youkeepsecretsfromme ~ CAUSE I’M NOT HALF THE MAN THAT I SHOULD BE
iusedtoknowyou ~ CAUSE YOU DON’T REALIZE
youusedtoknowme ~ AS I LOOK AROUND THE ONES WHO WERE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
imissyou ~ FROM A BOY WHO WON’T SWIM
youmissme ~ JUST TO KEEP YOU HERE WITH HIM
iwantyourattention ~ BUT WHO WILL DIP HIS TOE IN
youwantmyattention ~ PITY, TAKE PITY ON ME
imtryingtofindyou ~ THERES NOTHING ON EITHER END
youretryingtofindme ~ WITH NOTHING ON EITHER END
formermentor ~ IN A PLACE WHERE WE ONLY SAY GOODBYE
formerhero ~ DEPEND ON A FAULTY CAMERA IN OUR HEAD
formerenemy ~ AND A MESS OF FADING LINES
formerflirt ~ AWAY FROM ME
formerfriend ~ TOOK YOU A LITTLE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME
iworkforyou ~ WATING FOR A BUS TO WORK
youworkforme ~ A NEW POSITION A DIFFERENT VIEW
medsupplier ~ AND THEN THE NURSE CAME AROUND
drugdealer ~ THAT I’D ALREADY TAKEN TOO MUCH TODAY
therapist ~ AS I SAID TO MYSELF
doctor ~ CAUSE THERE’S NO COMFORT IN THE WAITING ROOM
itakecareofyou ~ THOUGH YOUR FEATHERS ARE TATTERED AND FURLED
youtakecareofme ~ AND WHEN MY MIRROR SPEAKS IT NEVER MINCES WORDS
figurefromthepast ~ AS I’M RESIGNED TO STAY THE SAME
ihelpyou ~ WITH EVERY SUN THAT SETS I AM FEELING MORE
youhelpme ~ AND I LOOKED AROUND AT ALL THE EYES ON THE GROUND
itrytohelpyou ~ YOU’LL BE FINE
youtrytohelpme ~ IF YOU DEEM IT SO
idontcareforyou ~ THERE’S SO MANY BRIDGES ENGULFED IN FLAMES BEHIND ME
youdontcareforme ~ SOMEONE MORE SELF CENTERED
nevermet ~ AS THE TV ENTERTAINED ITSELF
imconfusedbyyou ~ BUT IM THINKING OF WHAT SARAH SAID
yourconfusedbyme ~ AND CLOUD MISTAKES WITH FALSE REVISIONS
iintrigueyou ~ AND YOU CAN’T BEGIN TO KNOW
youintrigueme ~ EVERYONE WILL LIFT THEIR HEADS
accidentalaccquaintance ~I’VE NEVER MET
fellowpatient ~THE ICU THAT REEKED OF PISS AND 409
hiinthehallway ~ AMONGST THE VENDING MACHINES
imwaryofyou ~ AND THEY ALL CONCLUDE WITH THE SAME SENTENCE
yourwaryofme ~ I WAIT TO TALK WHEN I SHOULD LISTEN
ithinkyourcrazy ~ SOMETIMES YOU GET CONFUSED
youthinkimcrazy ~ IT’S HARD TO SEE YOUR WAY OUT
ibetrayedyou ~ JUST NERVOUS PACERS BRACING FOR BAD NEWS
youbetrayedme ~ CAUSE THERE’S NO COMFORT IN THE WAITING ROOM
mixedfeelings ~ SO YOURE FREE TO LEAVE OR STAY
other(specify) ~ SO WHO’S GOING TO WATCH YOU DIE
